I'm trying my best to be as positive as I was before, and I'm trying my best to stay happy.
But sometimes, it just isn't easy.
It's like I'm standing on a platform cracking from everything difficult and scarring I've been through, and the platform is supported by pillars of friends who come and go as they please. The platform is shaky and uncertain and it is absolutely terrifying when you never know when your pillars are going to come crashing down and when the entire platform will shatter, leaving you in the debris of it all.